it's 9:40 in the evening

Until the day I die, i spill my heart for you...keep rocking!

i never thought this night would be a very boring one...

i am completely swallowed by silence and solitude despite the noise
created by people around me

this is such a huge crap...i am supposed to be happy because it's the end of a tiring school week. i should unwind,

But I just I couldn't...my heart's pounding so fast, i don't know why

i'm actually nervous because of some unknown reasons

I am having a cognitive overload! Damn...

I can't pay much attention to everything at this very moment

All I want to do is to talk with someone...

I badly need a sensible conversation...

i am longing for someone!

I am craving for it

I am so sad!!!

Give me life, please...

But wait, before I forget... Our school's Dance Ensemble really impressed me..

Especially with the Tap Dance, it was jaw-dropping...

I can't stop myself from analyzing how they actually did it!

That was one heck of a performance!

witnessing it was really a great opportunity...

when I was watching it I imagined myself dancing with them too..

How I wish I could groove and move like them...

Those were God-given talents worthy of men's applause!

Buzz out y'all

Whew!!! today is a very special day!!!

it's the seventh of february...

and it's actually a seventh heaven for me now..

though deadlines haunt me, I try hard to let go of the pressure as much as I could

i borrowed 3 huge books from the library a while ago for my AH2 research

it's about rock music associated with the color black

they're really heavy!!!

Damn!!!

but I won't let my day be ruined just because of those heavy books :p

i just hope someone could make me happy now

happier than what i am feeling

i won't tag this day an awful one because it isn't...

those "monsters" are just there to drift our mood to something you don't want to feel..

don't get distracted..

well, it's actually for me!!!!

i'm happy!!!!

Reaction on Andrew Porter's Hole

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The short story Hole by Andrew Porter dealt with something deep. Behind the incident that happened to Tal and the narrator, I think there is something hidden we should ponder on. But I don't really think I got the right point on the story.

The story focused in one situation only. It revolved around what happened to Tal when he let the mowing bag slip into the hole. It was his friend who witnessed everything that happened. But even he was not quite sure why it caused him to let the bag slip.

I could see that it was out of fear to his father and brother why Tal struggled to get the bag deep down the hole. It became evident when his friend told him not to worry about it, but still he pursued getting it. Tal was afraid that his father might not trust him again or maybe, because of some other reasons.

This story is interesting because mystery is involved. Everybody loves mystery. It enables us to read the whole story and find out what happens next. That is exactly what makes it good. We craved for the story behind Tal's death and what was really inside the hole.

I appreciate how the writer described every single detail of the scenes which happened hours before and years after Tal's death. It was as if I was the one who witnessed everything. The details were precise and you would not ask for more.

The way the author wrote the story was not really complicated so everybody could understand it.

What I hate most about the story is Tal's stupidity. They already knew how deep the hole is. He even described how creepy it is down there because of those lizards. But despite those reasons, he still went down into the hole. That is an act of stupidity. He didn't think about the risk he was taking. Because of that, he lost his life. Leaving many people confused.

Some might say this story bored them. It could be because it's like a news report elaborated in by a witness in a news magazine. It could be tagged as uninteresting because the story is about one situation only.

Papers...Papers..Papers

I just felt how college life works when loads of paper works came with a bang!

It made me feel so tired everytime I think about it.

Maybe it's just all in the mind.

I think it really is.

Damn, how could I drift my lazy mind to something positive?

Give me tips please, I need 'em badly!

Have mercy!!!

We still have three papers to go in AH2.

A term paper in COMA101

and a 10-page summary paper in MST1 Physics part(Do we really need this? Crap!)

This too shall pass!

As someone in the world history said.

Who was it again?

You make me feel like I am home again

311 - Love Song

LOVE SONG

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Bullet for my Valentine

Scream Aim Fire by Bullet for my Valentine!!! It is actually a Hardcore rock tune to blow your ears out!!! I heard it on NU 107.This is an amazing song. I love the drum beats. It's just so heavy. I wish someone could play it for me live. Can it be you, Mr. Balabbo? Please do it for me. :-)

Craving for some headbanging tunes

Do you know other hardcore bands?
or other rock bands with amusing genre?

i really can't get enough of songs which could even break the roof of our house.

those which could rock the world!

does it sound so over in a sense?

do me a favor men!!!

check out for this band and let me know how you think about them.

www.myspace.com/repolyo

i don't want to let my comment out cause i don't want to sound subjective!

but honestly i like it :D

it's just that i couldn't hear the sound of the pedals.

i think the band didn't place a mic for the pedal thingy.

well, i just hope you did get my drift fellas.

it's hidden behind the words.

Play the track above and know their style.

But don't forget to pause the song from 311 I also posted to minimize distraction.

Poetic Style

i love doing poetic stuffs...

it makes me extract what i feel inside...

i guess you could say i'm too emotional or some sort,

but i don't give a damn..

don't think i reject comments about my style,

of course i still do..

actually, that's just how i elaborate something..

using some poetic terms to make it dramatic..

does it make a composition cheesy?

i think it actually does but i just don't feel like changing my style...

some say it's "buki"

what's that in english again?

oh crap! i can't remember it..

anyway, i'll try to create sentences as simple as possible...

Something I hate to feel

Thew frustration is so high now. Something from deep within wants to burst into pieces. I am so down and I really can't resist this stupid pain. I can't get what i always desired. Why should everything be like this? Maybe I'm just so childish to act this way. But I can't be nice if I don't feel like being good. I'm sorry for being vague. i just don't want to air out the reason why I'm hurt.

Communication Act which interests me the most

I am interested in the the communication act called intrapersonal. According to Wikipedia, intrapersonal communication is language use or thought internal to the communicator. Intrapersonal communication is the active internal involvement of the individual in symbolic processing of messages. The individual becomes his or her own sender and receiver, providing feedback to him or herself in an ongoing internal process. It can be useful to envision intrapersonal communication occurring in the mind of the individual in a model which contains a sender, receiver, and feedback loop.

I could say that I am interested with this kind of communication because I for one is an intrapersonal kind of person. I don't really speak out everything that I have in mind because of some reasons concerning my feelings towards others.I just keep everything in secret.

One example of this act is when there is an ongoing debate for the whole class. Some students might as well raise their hands and air out their opinion. But since there are some who do not blend with the crowd, they would just sit and be silent. But actually, they have been arguing with the issue within themselves. It's just that they don't feel like expressing everything in front of many people.