A Bit of an Infuriation

Let me just breathe, and forget my anger.

My day? It started off with the wrong note. My classmates and I were talking about the Senior's Ball come 13th of February. I'm still not sure whether to attend or not. I have two other sisters in college, and I don't want my parents to be burdened with a lot of financial matters. I've already asked their permission about two field trips scheduled next month, and I'm afraid they won't allow me to join the ball anymore. What infuriated me was when my classmate told me I'm OA just because I told her about my worry. What's OA about it? She doesn't know what she's saying! I'm not as selfish as her. I care for my family, unlike her!

It has been a long while since I've used the statement "I'm pissed off!" Now, let me say hello to it again. I'm really mad! I really hate people who are insensitive. Who wouldn't, right? What's worse is, my friend has to be one of them. I've been good to her as much as I could. I don't even try to say bad things to her, because I know she gets hurt that easily. I just hope she sees how hard I try to keep her. If she wants her friends to stay, she should at least try to be careful with our feelings. We should all be sensitive with the things we utter. Keep the ones who care for us away from pain. I wish I can say this to her upfront.